Omg my face is sweating off. It's gonna be like this for the rest of the week? *cries*
Torture. I'm so envious of you peeps who are having a white Christmas.
Ugh, Christmas. Bah humbug! I'm seriously Ebenezer Scrooge when it comes to Christmas. I just wanna lock myself away from my relatives and family friends because I'm such an anti-social little girl. I really cannot be assed with small talk and blanketing the discomfort I feel when patronising adults are around with silly social pleasantries. No. Just no.

2 sacs tomorrow. Not good. I have this really bad, "Oh, it's so close to the end so I may as well not try" mentality. But really, is there a point to cramming sacs into my last week of proper school for the year when I could be studying for end of year exams?!

My parents are making me tough it out through this blistering heat. They're refusing to turn the cooling system on for the sake of the environment, which is good but lookie here! Their own daughter is MELTING. Next time they see me I'll be a puddle of yellow mush on the floor. It's not even summer yet but I can feel myself roasting every time I step into the sun. :(
Note to self: Buy small portable fan.


MBLAQ. 'Oh yeah' is right, these guys are fucking hot. Dare I say even hotter than Rain who... what exactly does Rain do? Does he manage these guys? Meh. They're hot, and that's what's important haha. Song wise, mm, it's pretty repetitive and doesn't really stand out to me.
But OMG, check out those ABS, that HAIR, THE MAN EYELINER OMFG ♥LUUUUUUUUV♥
The one with short brown hair and the half white shirt half black something else outfit is Dara from 2NE1's little brother. Can't say he's as cute/pretty as his older sis. And that guy with the facial hair and glasses = gay 70's porn star/rapist LOLOL. For cereals, he looks so sleazy. But the rest are fine. I actually found myself exclaiming 'DAMN, KOREA' when the guy with the shredded shirt lifted his shirt up (not that it really showed any more than what was already clearly on show).

The amount of instances of kids doing fucked up shit like you posted and not receiving the punishment they so clearly deserve, and some, is increasing at an alarming rate and it's obvious that these instances are increasing because these sick fucks know that as long as they're under age, the law will protect them. And that sickens me so much.
http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/11/04/california.boy.slaying/index.html
^ :(
I am soo for toughening laws on youths.

On a much lighter note, I saw Cheesecake after school haha. She asked me if I'd talked to Julie and Adriana lately because they hadn't been talking to her. I said no and put it down to it being because they're stressing the shit out of exams. But oi, I feel so neglected, I haven't seen you kids in so long. :3

It seems that a huge chunk of our year level hasn't paid (and has no intention of paying) for the Big Day Out. So it'll probably get cancelled and we'll resume normal classes. And we probably won't attend anyway lol. Apparently next week is 30+ degrees every day? Beach? Hellz yeah, if it weren't for shitty exams and I kinda don't know where my bikini is and need some board shorts to cover my humongous ass.
Also, as much as I love Girugamesh, I cannot possibly forgive them for their hilariously bad album covers until I actually hear the songs. Like holy shit. Honestly, I thought it was a joke when I saw them posted on aramatheydidnt. I was confused as to whether I laugh my butt off or just gape in disbelief at them. What happened to super dark, serious business Giru? What the fuck is this? Lol.

I've been pulling way too many all nighters lately.

My parents are gonna drag me to this thing at a church where some well renowned 'healer' is going to work his magic on me and CURE ME, like he's supposedly done for so many others.
Riiight. How is this clown going to do for me what numerous doctors and medical professionals have (or have not)? Am I going to be rid of my Thalassaemia and every other illness and physical disorder that I have? Seriously doubtful.
*sigh*
Am I offending anyone? Christians, Catholics? Hello? If so, sorry but I really can't swallow these tales that my parents are trying to feed me. Apparently my grandpa's friend or something was healed as a result of being touched by this man but uh, wtf. They won't even tell me if what he had was something really minor that would've healed over time anyway.
Hrmph.
Why couldn't I have been born into an awesome Atheist family?

www.datingish.com/71556h9410/im-attracted-to-gay-guys/
Eh, I can't really say anything due to lack of personal exposure to gays. I have guy friends who give off a huge gay vibe (I swear, these 2 guys I know are soo gonna turn up to high school reunion either married to each other or to some other guys) who claim to be into chicks. Riiight. DENIAL *cough* DENIAL. Honestly, I only have 1 friend who's OPENLY gay (I'm looking at you, John). And well, most of the gays I know (or at least, I think I know) are flailing fairies who chat about Dolce & Gabanna wtf and gossip about others more than me. And I'm physically attracted to none of them lololol. It's probably because they're all too freaking skinny and as a result have multiple 'Adam's apples' which freaks the shit out of me, do not have the kind of hair I dig, are too short (well, they're all taller than me but c'mon, they're like, 170cm downwards? Short AND skinny? No thanks. Nothing like being with a guy you could probably beat in an arm wrestling contest and physically crush if you rolled over in bed), do not dress the way I like, etc etc. Maybe I have retarded standards.
Lol @ author of that blog. Dude, isn't the location of where she meets these gays a major give away? I mean, musicals? Choirs? Parties where the attendees are mostly theatre majors?
Like, duh?

Oh, there you go again Terri, stereotyping as always!

I have school tomorrow, ughhhh. I don't even know if my mates will turn up. Studying for 3&4 exams/using pre-Melbourne Cup day as an excuse to not turn up. Fuck them, if they don't and leave me all lonely.

Time to snazz up this entry, and then off to bed, not to sleep, but to continue reading the Bonesetter's Daughter by Amy Tan. It's fucking good, trust me.
Images courtesy of rawkstarr23, uploaded to my own server btw. I should stop hot linking so much shit lol.
( Hotness is just one click away, ladies and gents. )
Uh, yeaaaah, who's the flailing fairy now?

Yeaaahhhh. And attempted to talk to my GP about my insomnia but then she asked me if there was anything constantly on my mind and bothering me, which would keep me up at night.
Of course, plenty of things but I just said no. Let's not even go there or you'd be listening to me for so long you'd beg me to get the closest thing to a weapon nearby and end your misery.
Life sucks, shit happens, but that shit happens in light of a lot of worse shit that goes on in other peoples' lives so really, just man the fuck up and move on.

"Say shit one more time."
"Shit."

Mmhmm.

Damn, CL. Her new black hair is tasty. When did she stop just being cool & charismatic and start being smoking hot? It's really weird. From an objective point of view, CL is the, well, "ugliest." She has a really square jaw structure and (I'm going to sound soo brain washed right now) really small, squinty eyes. Not exactly features typical of Korea's reigning sex sirens. But confidence can really make a world of difference to how you're perceived. Obviously, I don't know her personally so saying this might be a real leap of faith, but she seems to be the most 'fun' member; she seems to have an exuberant and kick ass personality.
CL's obviously the favourite of the fan filming lol. Wish a better quality version of this performance came out so I can have a good perve.
I'll stop being such a lesbian now.

Anyhoochie, to those who didn't blog about their Halloween experience, how was it? You enjoy yourselves? I didn't. Nobody I knew wanted to do anything. I spent it working, flicking through the tv and ignoring the trick or treating kids. And then laughing evilly to myself when it started raining and there was a big ass thunder storm full of lightning. I silently thought to myself, "Suck on that, you annoying kids. Having a Happy Halloween now?!"
Man, the way yanks celebrate Halloween makes me absolutely green with envy. I wanna go all out one day and celebrate it properly.

Ugh, I can't wait for this bastard school year to be over. I've still got 2 weeks of classes left, 2 weeks of exams (need to buckle down and study), and an orientation week. THEN I can finally semi enjoy myself over the holidays.
( Capslock overload... )

http://www.datingish.com/715313456/asian-dating-double-standard/
http://www.datingish.com/715438200/asian-men--cheaters/?=itemrelated
I find both entries stupid.

@1st blog: You know why white girls won't hit on your ass? It's because... lolol, idk. Lack of confidence, I suppose? Some sort of glaringly obvious inferiority complex? I mean, who wants to get freaky with a self deprecating loser? Not insinuating that the guy is but y'know. I'm pretty sure we're all more drawn to people with a healthy self esteem. Big ass egos are a turn off. Non-existent egos are a turn off. But a healthy sized ego is all good.
Not gonna name names here, but once this Asian I know was bragging about how he picked up a white chick at a club. Like, he was ecstatic, as if it was some kind of monumental achievement. Admittedly, it's quite rare to see a white girl on the arm of an Asian guy but the reverse is hella common. I can name at least 5 white guy Asiaphiles I know in real life but I can't say the same for female Asiaphiles. And what's the deal with this boy saying his Vietnamese girlfriends didn't turn him on? Us Viets are dee-licious, mmhmm. Haha.
And while a lot of the guys I check out are Asian, I wouldn't totally rule out all other races. Every race has its hotties so it baffles me when people say that they're only sexually attracted to specific features. Ain't gonna lie though, I like me an Asian with a tall, slim but defined body and hot "come hither" almond shaped eyes and a head of sexily styled and dyed hair who is just slightly effeminate. Tasty. That doesn't mean I don't appreciate OTHER kinds of sexy.
Do people get me?

@2nd blog: God damn stupid, I say. She's actually saying that Asian men, particularly Japanese men, cheat on their lovers because of something hereditary. Um, I'm no science expert but when the fuck has a cheating gene, or some shit ass gene like that, even existed?
What the fuck. Not all Asian guys I know are predisposed to cheating. Maybe I don't know all the Asian guys I know that well but I'm sure the bulk of them have the balls to either stay with their partners if their eyes wandered, or break up with the girl before playing the field again.
She must not know many Asians. And the Asians she does know are probably sleaze bags but for her to generalise that being Asian and a man automatically means you're bound to cheat on your sig. other is incomprehensibly, mind numbingly, shank-myself-in-the-eye-with-a-sharpened-spoon dumb. And she goes on to say that Asian men cheat because they're 'weak' and want some docile little shrimp who won't speak up for herself. Quote: "Another thing is Japanese & Asian men are WEAK! They can't handle a woman who speaks her mind! They want someone who goes along with their BS with no complaints or questions asked."
Even more wtfuckery. Bitch, please. God, you're the one who's spewing bullshit here. A scum bag personality isn't racially exclusive or selective, you giant ass wipe. Maybe all your Asian boyfriends cheated on you because you kept treating them like an Asian studies class investigation, psychoanalysed them every few minutes & (insert-clingy-paranoid-insecure-girlfriend-type-behaviour-here).

Dang.
Anyway, it's a beautiful day. If it wasn't so stiflingly hot (it's somewhere in the late 20s today, I think. Haha, yeah, me = no tolerance for summery temperatures) I'd go for a walk and get some fresh air. And lose some poundage. x___x

Confession: I dance along to Kpop music videos when I'm alone. And my abs feel slightly harder, dayummm. Yes, they're getting a bit harder, they're nowhere near the abs of steel we all love and covet but it's way better than awhile back. Maybe I should start doing sit ups and trying to do some high intensity cardio to burn off the fat that's hiding my abs from the world. After all, it's bikini season now and as much as I hate getting my kit off, it's too damn hot NOT to take a dunk at the beach and it's only gonna get hotter. I may as well be looking nice and un-fat when I do so.

Happy 28th Birthday Kai!!!


It wouldn't be fair for Kai not to have a pic spam like the other members, so here we go.

( Cute fully grown man with ginormous smile behind cut. )


That picture of him with the flowers/corsage/whatever, where he's dressed in the white tux is so UNFUNFUNF. FUCK! Where are boys men like THAT to take me to my formal?!

Last 2 periods of bio involved dissecting a rat. Seriously, I was hysterical.
I screamed when I saw the rats in the box. I mean, they looked so peaceful, like they were just having a nap but ugh, I screamed. Then everyone kept being like, "It's just a rat haha!" & "Oo, I can't wait to cut it open!" and blargh, I guess I'm a real sensitive kid because my eyes started welling up and I had to leave the room for some air.
Can I blame my hormones? I got my rag today lol.
But God, I don't feel as if there was any real learning to be had in cutting up the rats (I didn't cut the rat at all, just kinda sat back and wrinkled my nose at how much pleasure everyone else seemed to be getting from it). And God, there was a PREGNANT RAT. Its babies looked kinda cute but seeing their tiny barely formed bodies made me feel so guilty. Do people impregnate the rats and then kill them just for the sake of 'education'?
And if the notion of these animals being killed for something so futile hadn't put me off, it was definitely the stench. And when people punctured the livers... omg. Stench overload. I really wanted to throw up.
Fucking sick fucks in my class, a person in my group ripped off our rat's testicles and was all like, "Haha, let's put this in its mouth", someone else suggested to put it in the pregnant rats mouth and someone else was like, "I dare you to get a straw (we had straws in case anyone wanted to stick it into the rats mouth and blow into it to inflate its lungs), put it in its asshole and blow into it!"
Um, wtf. Could you be any more disrespectful?

I feel sick. My hands smell revolting. I'm gonna find my cat and give him a big hug.

Gonna stress out about the ERA later on tonight.

& Hell to the YEAH, I downloaded the iSproggler app for last.fm and now I can submit scrobbles from my iPod! :D

The 'rents are steadily getting more and more on my case about school and the big, bad future.
'Rents, please. Go back to the days when you thought I wouldn't amount to much more than a bum/hairdresser. Those were good days.

And is it Kai's birthday yet? According to Japan time? The toughie with being Australian is that we're ahead of everyone time wise so all the news we get, we get ironically late.

Oo, the first one has keys. The design is really intricate and interesting, although it's ostentatious as fuck. The middle one is tasty. Probably not good if you have a compulsion to stuff your mouth with sweets every half hour like I do. Third one is MIYAZAKI HAHA look at Totoro and those adorable forest spirits! Fourth one is probably the least outlandish and most 'practical' of the bunch, but nevertheless, nice.
Wtf @ the length of these nails, shorter square cut nails plz. Well, I suppose shorter nails wouldn't host as many little thingies but still. Long nails, especially of that length, are god damn impractical. And being the net junkie I am, long nails would just be a huge pain in the ass.
*looks at her own stubby little finger nails that she's constantly tearing at*
Decoden is cute but I don't think I have the patience nor the skill and creativity to glue so many little tidbits and Swarvski (sp?) crystals on everything in an attractive design. Plus, I'd probably end up killing someone if I had nails that long; I'm abusive enough as it is but imagine if I had NAILS. I'd be like femme Wolverine, or rather, I'd be like Lady Deathstryke.

I want a paid account. Now. Um, Christmas present anyone? Haha.
That reminds me. I really need to start being a better giver of presents. 

And ugh, why the sudden interest in my education, mother? Seriously, up until a few months ago my parents didn't even know what subjects I was doing at school. Poopiness.
( Just for me to remember. Feel free to skip as it's a little !@#%#$%& )

I wish someone I knew would have a Halloween party. Better yet, I wish Australia made as big a deal of Halloween as the yanks do.

Seriously, my posts become more random, incoherent, and, well, ridiculous everyday.

:3 <-- Some would say that looks like balls in someones mouth, I personally believe that it looks more like a pout that's pretty much ubiquitous on the faces' of teeny boppers when they pose for pictures. Kinda irritating.

Checked out the halloweddings community that's in LJ Spotlight and dayum, Imma totally have a hallowedding if my significant other allows me lolol. Looks fun.

I'm hungry. Bio test tomorrow, fuck. I'm so lazy and god damn, the internet is such a huge distraction. Being at home is such a huge distraction because I always find myself looking for snacks or bludging like I am now. Yeah. Checked out FB and what the shit?! You Macdogs finished school already?! I've still got like 3 weeks, argh!

Doot doot.

I should go find something to munch on. Too-da-loo.

I've tried so hard to dislike SNSD aka Girls' Generation. I mean, they have a racist bitch for a leader and Tiffany, while easily the prettiest member imo, really needs to keep her mouth shut. Oh, and her bulbous pre-surgery nose kinda makes me smile. It probably isn't right for me to feel happy that not every beautiful person in the world is naturally beautiful (as it sure as hell doesn't make me prettier/them uglier) but it just does haha.

I keep listening to their song Genie. Omg. Smack me lol.

Almost like an extension of my 'phases' post, it seems that with music I'll go through a period where I prefer 'harder' music, and periods like now where I prefer lighter, more upbeat music. Could there be a correlation betweenmy emotional state and the music I listen to at any given time?
But SNSD... God have mercy on my soul.

I should start studying for exams tomorrow. Been too slack lately.

Anyhoochie, enjoy yourselves. I'm off to watch The Bisexual Revolution documentary on TV haha.

God, Lady GaGa's new song Bad Romance is fucking good. UGH.
Screw those silly people who think she's a 'hack' or 'talentless.' This 'talentless' bitch makes god damn catchy music.

Todays' theme for muck up week was 'Careers', I think I mentioned that in my last post. Surprisingly not as skanky as last year, but there was this one Asian and she was dressed in something that couldn't even be deemed as a variation on an actual job - it was just skanky. To the max. Eh, I'll let it slide because she's nice but god damn, it was like beaten prostitute/Moulin rouge dancer.
You know, maybe I'll come as a military bitch for next year's career theme. Yeeer, find myself a pair of camouflage print cargo pants, some giant chunky ass boots, a singlet, dog tag necklace, aviators and one of those military hats. Oh, and a plastic Ak-47. Boo yah.

My iPod is a piece of shit, someone buy me a new one. And I am soo glad I didn't have to do my presentation today. *pumps fist*

It's so hot. 28 degrees. Anything above 20 does not sit well with me.

Of course there are lol.
I can't be the only one who went through an embarrassing phase. I mean, I used to be into "emo" shit. I was about 14 at the time, and at this point my favourite bands included From First to Last, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Enter Shikari (actually, Enter Shikari aren't that bad), Chiodos and... Taking Back Sunday. D:
I used to really work those angles in pictures, wore way more eyeliner than I do now (and trust me, I wear a lot), my Myspace url was xliving_dollx (<-- omg, ew), at one point my Myspace name was set as Terri Rawr or Terri HORROR or some crap like that, I cut off so much of my hair and tried to get a scene mullet and failed, so hard. Omg, it was so embarrassing. I don't think I have any (many?) pictures of me from back then but my God. I was such an eyesore. I was such a music wanker, too. I actually took pride in the fact that nobody had heard of the bands I listened to and I used to watch videos of emo guys kissing for fun (just had an image of a younger me sitting in front of the comp, giggling whilst watching emo dudes making out and then adding a comment like, 'omfg their so hawt emo boys are teh sex').
*shudder*
But I can't say reflecting back on it all doesn't amuse me.
And it's not like I'm so different now. It's just that the guys I watch making out on Youtube are Japanese, play instruments and are slightly better looking lol.

Today was the first day of muck up week for the year 12s. Theme was pyjamas. Damn, some dudes have such nice legs, so long and hairless. And omg, there was this guy and he was just so freaking adorable. He was carrying a Cookie Monster toy with him and he had these adorable matching pyjamas and omg, normally I'd sex that dude up because he's a smexy bitch but he just looked so cute, I wanted to throw him into my bed and just snuggle with him lolol.
Tomorrow's theme is 'career.' *rolls eyes* I predict naughty maids, nurses, police officers and fire fighters will be prancing about tomorrow, just like last year. If I'm lucky, just like last year there'll be a guy who runs around the school in a thong. *flash back*
What a beautiful moment. And he egged the VCE coordinator too lol.
Mm, I think I should try and plan what I'm gonna come as next year THIS year. They're all running around in their cossies as if they don't have end of year exams coming up.

Oh yeah. Big Day Out for year 11s on Friday the 13th. DUN DUN DUUUUNNNNN.
They're not telling us where it's being held, and frankly, I'd rather not go. I can't help but be suspicious that it's at some really bodunk place and we'll have to get in a circle and play games to bond or some crap like that. So me and me buddies are planning on having our own big day out, yay.

Omg, I have a presentation for History tomorrow and I'm not prepared. At all. Fuck.

In the Sunday Age today there was this article written by Richard James, dissing the ENTER and proposing that new university selection methods be implemented: http://www.theage.com.au/opinion/society-and-culture/is-it-time-universities-showed-enter-the-exit-20091017-h22a.html
If the ENTER is scrapped, we'll have to take intelligence tests in year 12 instead so that the 'latent potential' of students from disadvantaged socio-economic backgrounds is taken into consideration come time for university student selections. Heh.
He constantly tries to present himself as unbiased and yet he's a professor at The University of Melbourne. Conflict of interests, much?

Another family gathering last night (you guys all know how much I hate those things).
I threw up multiple times last night. I'm guessing from food poisoning.
I'm supposed to be watching the new Final Destination movie in 3D right now but uh, I'd rather not go with a certain person. Especially not alone. Aaaawkwaaaaaarddd.

Lol, reminds me, I pissed Daniel off so his comeback was, "Oh, just go and fuck (insertnamehere) already." That thoroughly disgusted me. Even though (insertnamehere) is my buddy, I soo wouldn't fuck him. Like, you'd have to pay me a 6 digit number to get me to get my freak on with him *shudder*. And even then, you'd have to put a paper bag over his head so I don't vomit continuously and choke on my own vomit and accidentally kill myself.
I can just imagine his aroused face, and omg, it's so fucking creepy, ugh. I have to take a shower now I feel gross imagining sick things like this, aaaaghdghs.
Can someone be friends with someone of the opposite sex and not be perceived as a couple?
Seriously, it's annoying. And disgusting. Lol, I'm such a mean and shit-tastic friend BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.
Well, to be fair, you'd probably have to pay them a 6 digit number to get them to shag me but omg. I'm so disgusted.

She sure likes her coloured wigs.
Call me crazy, but do Koda Kumi & Utada Hikaru look-a-likes make a brief appearance at 1:15?
D:

Ever wonder why we are legal to have sex at 16 but aren't actually allowed to watch other people having sex until we're 18? *raises eyebrows*
I mean, maybe the reason why so many people complain about how their first time was crap because they didn't know what to do due to lack of exposure. Lol, kidding, kidding.
Besides, from what I've seen, porn stars aren't doing it right either. Of course, they're acting but supposedly inexperienced teenage boys take porno films for Gospel. Good God LOL. Perhaps I'm a sucker for kissing and intimacy but I'm pretty sure (as sure as a silly virgin can be) that most couples don't scream, "SUCK HARDER, BITCH!" when orally pleasing each other, and whatever positions the female gets in aren't even really that pleasurable; they just provide the viewer with gratuitous titty and ass shots.

Yeah... Oh! Ff you've seen Japanese porn, then you'll know what I'm on about. The girls screech like dying cats or something. Perhaps it's just the ones I've seen but there really seems to be a fine line between pain and pleasure with these girls. They really sound like they're being tortured, which is kinda hilarious considering most male Japanese porn stars have dicks the size of my pinkie. When erect. And trust me, my pinkie is redonk small.

Another thing: why do people have nothing against sex but people consider masturbation 'sick' and/or 'creepy'? I don't get it.

Yeer.

Nice double chin and pedo eyes, bitch. I look like such a geekazoid with my glasses. But I look like a crack whore without them. I guess geekazoid is the lesser of the two evils, plus, I can actually see things in the distance.
We were examining animal scats on our bio excursion today. Lolol, the one who guesses what animal that giant turd came from gets a chocolate cake. *cough*

I just remembered - my History teacher's 1 year old nephew was recently diagnosed with leukaemia, which is why he hadn't been turning up to a few classes. Just 1 years old and the poor boy has to deal with something so horrible. Well, my teacher said that the survival rate for a child between the ages of 1 and 5 is actually quite high compared to an adult. But still.
All the best for this kid.

So I just cleaned up my cat Snowball's eye gunk with a cotton bud, and damn, that was pretty freaking satisfying. Sound sick? You bet I am.
I'm pretty disgusting, come to think of it. The nitty gritty excites me (not sexually though, wtf, ew). Popping pimples is awesome. I hate zits, don't get me wrong, but sometimes I look forward to particularly enormous bastards with giant heads of yellow pus begging to be popped. I simply cannot resist the temptation. And omg, the satisfaction of watching that bastard burst between my fingers and the pus leaking out... it's amazing, seriously amazing. I also like yanking blackheads out of my nose with those Biore strips. Watching that icky forest of gunk that was clogging my pores glaring up at me from the strip is simply divine. It's like, "Yay! My nose is all nice and clean and unclogged! I can't wait till my pores reclog so I can use these strips again!" Sure, popping zits and yanking blackheads out is painful, but the satisfaction and how CLEAN I feel afterwards overshadows the pain.
Btw, only zitty, face related stuff is exciting. Poop is gross (we're looking at animal scats tomorrow on the bio excursion, yuck), piss is yuck, ugh. Anything that secretes from the lower half of ones body grosses me out.

Um, yeah. I need help? Haha.

Funnily enough, on Wednesday when I couldn't go HP with my cousin to VIP night, she bought me a self help book lolol. It's like, thanks for thinking I need help? The book is called 'The Secret to TEEN POWER' and the title itself is pretty gag worthy. And it set her back $28. $28 better spent on something like a fucked up psychological thriller. Or clothes. Or a stretcher. Or a tragus. Ugh. At least its receipt is still valid.
I quickly flipped through it and landed on a chapter titled 'The Secret to MONEY' and I was like, "Ooh" but it didn't say squat about how to obtain money, just that Bill Gates is a fantastic rich man and that money isn't in fact the root of all evil and more silliness like that.

Anyway, Winamp is great. Itunes has been a real asshole to me lately. Like, after scrobbling anything on Last.fm with Itunes I can't watch streamed videos or download anything until I restart my computer. Or maybe it's just this piece of shit computer. I want a super fantastic Alienware computer to play The Sims 3. I got my taste of it for a few hours last week and damn, I want it. The Sim franchise nut in me wants it so hard. :(

Ramble ramble ramble.

( 100 truths but not rly )

How much would it take for you to kill a puppy?

In my last period I watched that video. This guy went around asking random people if they would kill a dog (with their bare hands) for money, and to specify how much money. I was absolutely appalled. I'm not gonna lie, I'd be tempted if my financial situation was shit and the money on offer was huge but I honestly believe my conscience would kick in and I'd refuse. Plus, even if I did go through with it, I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
I wouldn't kill my cat, especially with my bare hands, and I definitely wouldn't kill a tiny harmless puppy. Some of the prices people specified in the video made me want to personally strangle them. This one Asian bitch was like, "I'd kill a puppy with my bare hands for 50c." What the fuck. 50c? You'd take a life for 50 fucking c? Sick bitch. I felt so ashamed to be Asian right then and there, even though I shouldn't have because obviously not all Asians are that cold blooded.
And then my class mates started going off their heads about it and this one bitch was like, "Depends what species it is. Like, I'd kill a pitbull but not a puppy." What a dumb ass. It's what breed it is. If you're asking for species, you're asking for whether it's a dog/cat/rodent etc. And how does a dog not being cute make it any less of a dog? God, people just piss me off.

Ugh, now I'm all cranky. I need to eat something. I think there's some 'canh chua' downstairs. But what I really want is a vanilla chai latte with extra froth on top.